WOW

I wonder what to write now. i mean..check all my posts..n they[re all depressing. n what the fuck.... i cant help it. If my life was a movie...i think it'd stink.... but if it was shot properly..it'd make it to the oscars. Ah... i dont know what i'm typing. Anyways..here i am, my head looks like a football - feels worse. i think i got two broken fingers in my left hand. n of course jaws broken n i think somethin's wrong in my left ear.

Yes. I got into another fight.

Third one in the last three weeks. 

In the past 48 hours, this is what i did

Scored weed

smoked weed

smoked more.....

got back

got into the car

got down

got fucked for over 3 hours

my first ride in the police car

bribed them

smoked 2 cigarettes

spent the night in Lock Up

saw dad in the morning

bribed them once again

got out.

NOw, i'm jobless, broke, no one who really cares apart from my family whom i treat so bad....

I wonder if things will get worse. 

They always do.

I feel like ODing on Heroin.

- Angeldust.