Another year comes to an end. wow. This is officially the worst year for me.yea..but no point cribbin...not like u wanna listen...n even if u do wanna...u cn only sympathize wit me...n trust me...pity is somethin that i don not need. This blog entry is jez to remind me sometime that 2007 wz a total fuck up.

Anyway...i've wanted to have a break ever since i got bak from the bloody rehab...but yea...the much required vacation seems a distant dream. I've been fuckin workin my ass off for over 40 dayz now...n i stil haven got one salary. i'm outta money..outta frenz...outta company ... and outta the will .. to celebrate new yearz. The only thing that prolly changes in my life tonite is the freakin date which wil hv to write wen i wake up in the mornin ... n get back to my work. Itz jez so freakin sad that...well..screw it too.

I kno wat i'l do tonite....

I'll drug myself as much as i can...n well...basically be lost in my own version of the " New year'z at Times Square, New York". Thatz somethin which i've alwayz dreamt of... every new yaerz. lol. It seemz like it'll jez remain a dream...

And for all u party animalz out there....i raise my middle finger n say... Fuck you. Jez cuz i'm a loner doezn mean i'm a loser.

Either way....itz jez another lousy day in my life... be it jan first or christmaz.

Hope this new year bringz you al the happiness u deserve...take care of urselves.N try not to die in an accident after the party.

-AngelDust.

Random memories pierce my soul
Ghosts from the past haunt my tomb
Sucked into my hollow grave
There i am, laid to shame.

I blame you, I blame you
for all my pain, i will get through
i let the hate within me grow
With Love,i'll get my vengence..... slow.

I'll hold you, I'll Kiss you,
I'll make love to you,
Behind the mirror,
is the hidden truth.

These eyes you fell in love with,
Once upon a time,
Will break you, Will shatter you
Into a million pieces,
Until you wish for the sun to rise

Let me show you the light,
Let me hold u one last time,
As I love you, i choose to be blind
I wither and grow in this pain,
Itz dawn now, I fall in love with you again.